My voodoo hero has truly done it - I've had a ton of energy today, even after dealing with the little shits that I teach. :) I actually came home and cooked two meals AND 1 1/2 lbs of chicken! I don't know what got into me...it might have something to do with the pizza video posted by Murgan - if you haven't seen this yet, check it out, very clever!!! Or maybe it's all of the unblocked Qi (chee) flowing through my body. I literally feel like I could do some loads of laundry and maybe even clean a couple bathrooms. WTF?! This is definitely a new feeling.
On another note, I'm now on Day 32 of my cycle...waiting for FAF (fucking aunt flo) so I can start my BCPs and get IVF #2, part II's show on the road. You gotta love it. Every month that I'm not on an assisted cycle, my period comes just enough days later than the previous causing me to think that maybe, just maybe, I conceived naturally. That being said, I'm not dumb enough to believe that it'll happen this way, but somewhere deep inside of myself, I hope. I keep trying to squish it down and ignore it, but that's the thing with hope. It floats. Right up to my head which is the place where ideas go to die of exhaustion. Come to think of it, maybe that's why I was acting like Martha Stewart. Was my cooking frenzy a subconscious attempt to forget the fact that I'm still WAITING?????
Also, did anyone have trouble posting comments on certain blogs last night? I tried, unsuccesfully, on several different blogs - the pop-up word thingy wouldn't show up...just wondering.
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Yes I had a problem posting comments last night. I was trying to let you know that you were not crazy and that I did add the (Did Not Finish) to my post after you commented.
ReplyDeleteYay for bursts of energy! I SO could use some right about now! My apartment needs a serious scrub down.
ReplyDeleteThanks for visiting my blog. I'm wishing you great success with your next round of IVF. Hope is a funny and fickle thing I've discovered, but in the end, when it really counts, it can really come through for you.
Thank you SO much for commenting on my blog. I appreciate the fact that you were offering meds, it truly means a lot to me and I'm sure to Kym, Chance and Apollo. Can I PLEASE steal "FAF"?! That's awesome! I, too, had problems commenting on blogs last night. So far, no problems today. Sending you lots of hugs and luck for your round of IVF! HUGS!!!
ReplyDeleteI also had problems commenting on blogs last night. I'm not sure what was going on.
ReplyDeleteI'm still on bcps and will start to down regulate on 9 March. It would be great if we can cycle together!
Here from ICLW. Acupuncture sounds amazing I could use some energy like that. A psychic once told me my chi was blocked.
ReplyDeleteThe waiting is the worst part of this all. I hope your cycle starts soon! Best of Luck.
i had trouble posting all day actually. i thought it was a problem with my computer, though. glad to hear i wasn't the only one. i really hope af comes soon....or else your whole house is going to be remodeled, you will have completed and frozen thanksgiving dinner, and will have run a marathon! :) way to stay distracted, martha :)
ReplyDeleteI had problems posting to your site yesterday. But no one elses.
ReplyDeleteI want some of your energy! Both my bathrooms need cleaning and me sitting on the couch eating tacos just somehow does not get the job done, lol.
I just tried to post this and it errored out on me again. I'll try again.
I hope AF comes soon.
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Being productive does have a very satisfying effect...shame I don't choose to do it more often!
ReplyDelete(I did have trouble on embedded blogger sites--sounds like it is everyone).
I'm sold on acupuncuture! I'm just staring at the pile of laundry that needs to be folded and thinking, maybe tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteI hope AF comes soon!
i wonder if all of us ICLWers have flooded the system-- i had trouble commenting and i now know that i didn't receive some comments. weird.
ReplyDeletei'm glad your qi is flowing and even if it just a result of the wait that you are feeling so energized.
Hope you are well on your way soon!
Glad to hear your qi is flowing! It is a wonderful feeling!
ReplyDeleteHere is to hoping that FAF comes soon so you can get the show on the road!
Whoa, can you share some of that energy? Maybe it's acupuncture and also the new diet you have?! Enjoy!!
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Thanks for stopping by my blog. I will visit your comment as a post in a few days!
ReplyDeleteI tried to post either yesterday or the night before and let you know how much I loved that letter to my sisters post. I also circulated it to some other friends and they all really enjoyed it too so thank you.
ReplyDeleteI've been having a martha stewart frenzy lately too. Not sure if it's because I'm trying to be more 'feminine' or because I've finally gone crazy. ;-)
Come ON AF! AF never comes on time when i am waiting on a cycle. all that cooking makes me hungry!
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