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Monday, April 20, 2009

All Bets Are on the Table

Well, ladies...the little white ball is spinning, spinning, spinning...

I've bet it all on the two, precious, little blastocysts I transferred. DH and I are hoping like hell that they develop and grow into healthy twins!

The double acupuncture treatments today were TERRIFIC! V.H. remembered to bring the eye pillow for me (my hero) as well as the meditation tapes. In all my travels along the IF journey, I've never felt as serene as I did today. Granted, I almost relieved my bladder while the RE was inserting the catheter, but hey, that's to be expected. Everything else went exactly as it needed to for a successful transfer. Although, TMI alert, I did have to use a bed pan - ewwwww! There was no way I'd be able to relax and "hold it" for the second acu-treatment, so pee in a pan, I did. I felt so bad for the nurse who took it away, but she wasn't even phased by it. In fact, she was so kind and comforting, I'm getting all teary thinking about her right now. I can honestly say that this cycle wasn't even unpleasant. The entire staff made it seem like a walk in the freaking park...in the summertime, with a nice, cool breeze.

So anyway, I figure that, technically, I'm pregnant right now. I mean, I do have two dividing blasts floating around in my uterus, right? I really am hoping that they decide to stick around so I can experience pregnancy in all its glory. I know that I will make a great mother too. I also know that my RE's office more than upheld their part in this bet. I, too, have done all that I can to prepare my body both physically and mentally. And I believe that my body responded to the best of its ability. The meditation tape tells me that I need to "let go" now and let things happen. I think that sounds like a great plan.

Beta is a week from Wednesday. C'mon red!
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46 comments:

  1. CarolineApril 20, 2009 at 5:05 PM

    I am so hopeful that this is going to be a great outcome for you. Things seem to be going beautifully. I can't wait for the results of your beta. Stick embies!! And go red!

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  2. just me, dawnApril 20, 2009 at 5:05 PM

    Erica! I have been waiting for your post! so glad to hear that all went well. glad you didn't pee on Dr.V :) I will be praying for you, and your two embies! Let's go RED!

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  3. HillaryApril 20, 2009 at 5:07 PM

    GREAT news Erica! I am glad the cycle went so well up to this point and that have you have two beautiful embryos inside of you right now. Rest up and I am looking forward to more wonderful news in a little over a week!!

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  4. FaithApril 20, 2009 at 5:19 PM

    Oh, how we are cheering you ON!!!! It's so wonderful to hear that you had a smooth cycle and are so confident and upbeat.

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  5. EmilyApril 20, 2009 at 5:21 PM

    COngrats! I love,love, love transfer day - it is such a peaceful & relaxing time. Enjoy your bedrest and let hubby pamper you! :) C'mon little blasties - snuggle in!!!!!!!!

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  6. AnonymousApril 20, 2009 at 5:28 PM

    Hoping. Big time.

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  7. Just meApril 20, 2009 at 5:41 PM

    Ohhh. I'm hoping for twins for you too!!!

    And as for the nurse, I'm sure she does that all the time. :) I'm sure she's seen much worse!

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  8. 'Murgdan'April 20, 2009 at 5:41 PM

    Gooooo Big RED!!! Stick!!!!

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  9. JessApril 20, 2009 at 6:06 PM

    Keep the positive thoughts because right now you are pregnant...you created such a beautiful home for them, and I know they are too smart to leave! :) I love how relaxing and peaceful your transfer was...what a day to remember!

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  10. CazApril 20, 2009 at 6:20 PM

    SO SO glad, you had a relaxing treament.
    As hard as going through IVF must be, you are being an absoulte trooper.
    I would definatly not be very cool with using a bed pan.
    Nurses are definatly awesome when it comes to that sort of stuff, takes a very special person.

    I will be praying you get the chance to be the awesome mom that you know you can be.
    :)

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  11. The Coach's WifeApril 20, 2009 at 6:22 PM

    I am praying for that wonderful chance for you! Go babies Go!

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  12. Foster MamaApril 20, 2009 at 6:24 PM

    I hope and pray that this is it for you guys!!!!!

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  13. Beautiful MessApril 20, 2009 at 6:41 PM

    Sounds like you had a great day! Come ON red!!!! I've got all things crossed for you and sending hugs and prayers your way1

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  14. MeganApril 20, 2009 at 6:45 PM

    congrats on the transfer. I have my fingers crossed!

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  15. Meant to be a momApril 20, 2009 at 7:44 PM

    Stick blasts stick!

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  16. LiddyApril 20, 2009 at 8:16 PM

    Go Erica! All my positive thoughts are with you! HUGS! And STICK blasts STICK!

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  17. AnonymousApril 20, 2009 at 11:38 PM

    Congrats on a great transfer! Two blasts, how exciting!!!

    I am keeping it all crossed for you.

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  18. poppy.f.seedApril 21, 2009 at 4:04 AM

    The acupuncture sound fabulous!
    Hold onto those relaxing thoughts for the next week, and stick babies stick!

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  19. AnnaApril 21, 2009 at 4:26 AM

    Erica, I'm so excited for you! I hope you aren't working today? No stress allowed. I hope you plant your ass on the couch and relaaaaaax all day!!!

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  20. ClareApril 21, 2009 at 4:36 AM

    Happy ICLW! Your blog is great and I really hope that your two little miracles stick around - Im betting on red too! Acupuncture is fantastic it's done wonders for my husband and getting his little soldiers back on the march! (I wrote it about it on my blog: http://thepitter-patter.blogspot.com/2009/04/every-sperm-is-sacred.html)

    Good luck!

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  21. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 5:35 AM

    Wow, I wish I could say I'm that relaxed. I'm a mess right now! Guess what...our betas are the same day!! Does your acupuncturist work at the same clinic? I only had acupuncture afterwards because I didn't want to get up at the crack of dawn to have it before (my transfer was at 9:30 am and I needed time to drink my water). I do have an "implantation treatment" on Thursday though.

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  22. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 6:31 AM

    just catching up. looks like things ended up great :) glad that you feel good. stay relaxed and positive. :) i know everyone says that....but i really think it helps.

    ...and carry that awesome bag around with you everywhere ;)

    xoxo

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  23. NicApril 21, 2009 at 6:51 AM

    Keeping everything crossed for you!

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  24. KristinApril 21, 2009 at 6:54 AM

    Good luck Erica. Hoping and praying that it is finally your turn!

    Sounds like you have a wonderful clinic...yay.

    ~ICLW

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  25. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 9:09 AM

    I will be crossing everything for you, too!!!!

    ICLW

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  26. AmyApril 21, 2009 at 9:32 AM

    I'll be sending good thoughts your way - and hope that I can have half your good attitude when it's my turn in a couple weeks!

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  27. bunnyApril 21, 2009 at 9:33 AM

    go blasties, go! sending you lots of good wishes!!!

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  28. Triumph in LearningApril 21, 2009 at 10:54 AM

    praying for you!!!

    Hannah
    ~ICLW

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  29. Josée MartensApril 21, 2009 at 11:16 AM

    Congratulations on your transfer! I'll bet it feels great to have your babies back with you. I love the transfer part. I hope you all settle right in for the next 9 months. :D

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  30. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 11:17 AM

    I sure hope the 29th is a lucky day for both of us! My birthday is the 29th of the month (not this month) so I'm taking that as a good sign! Any news on your other embryos?

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  31. GinaApril 21, 2009 at 11:49 AM

    Best of luck to you this cycle!

    ~ICLW

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  32. R.J.April 21, 2009 at 11:51 AM

    Erica - what a great update. I'm so glad to hear things are looking great. I'll be thinking/hoping twins :) Good luck during the 2WW - try and keep busy ... RJ

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  33. SerendipityApril 21, 2009 at 12:00 PM

    congrats on your transfer and good luck, I'll be thinking of you during the 2ww and sending sticky vibes :D

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  34. NicholeApril 21, 2009 at 12:40 PM

    STICK BABIES STICK!

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  35. MaryApril 21, 2009 at 4:38 PM

    Erica,

    The video is not about fertiles at all. It's about what INfertiles go through. It will make you bawl your eyes out. If you want to cry, give it a shot.

    I'm so thrilled things are going so well for you, hon!!

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  36. AnonymousApril 21, 2009 at 5:36 PM

    Thinking wonderful thoughts for you and your husband. BTW- great name and spelling. Do you know many "Erica's"? I don't.
    Erica
    ICLW

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  37. ErinApril 21, 2009 at 6:03 PM

    Hi there, I am praying for you and for your little blasts. And I'm a nurse and can tell you that bedpan stuff is not biggie at all. I'm glad you had a good nurse. I'm going to look into meditation tapes and maybe acupuncture for my upcoming fertility treatment. Thanks!
    Erin
    ICLW

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  38. Word NerdApril 21, 2009 at 7:37 PM

    Wow. It sounds like everything went as well as you could hope. Hope the twins stick around! And I'm glad to hear the meditation and acupuncture we're helpful for you. We're planning to use them in our upcoming IVF.
    Best wishes to you!
    ~C
    ICLW

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  39. ME!April 22, 2009 at 5:23 AM

    WOO HOO!!! I hope that your little guys/gals stick. I am so glad to hear everything went well this cycle.

    GOOD LUCK!!!
    ICLW

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  40. FlowerApril 22, 2009 at 6:12 AM

    Sending you positive vibes!!

    ICLW

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  41. JillApril 22, 2009 at 6:13 AM

    Stick and grow, Embabies! I Really hope that this cycle works for you!!! Keeping my fingers crossed :)

    ~ICLW

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  42. In Due TimeApril 23, 2009 at 4:16 AM

    Fingers crossed!

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  43. AmberApril 23, 2009 at 8:10 AM

    Sounds like you had a great cycle!!! Hoping for that positive beta next week!

    ICLW

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  44. AnonymousApril 23, 2009 at 9:09 AM

    YAY! Erica, I am so excited for you! How ya holding up?

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  45. AnonymousApril 23, 2009 at 3:26 PM

    Good luck!! I love the positive attitude! I'll be checking back to how everything went!

    ICLW

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  46. oklaln86April 25, 2009 at 6:54 AM

    Praying for you and those embies. Dig deep little ones!

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